Mmkay.

Game Rules

Imagine that you had won the following prize in a contest: Each morning your bank would deposit $86,400.00 in your private account for your use.

However, this prize has rules, just as any game has certain rules.

The first set of rules would be:

Everything that you didn’t spend during each day would be taken away from you.

You may not simply transfer money into some other account.

You may only spend it.

Each morning upon awakening, the bank opens your account with another $86,400.00 for that day.

The second set of rules:

The bank can end the game without warning; at any time it can say, it’s over, the game is over! It can close the account and you will not receive a new one.

What would you personally do?

You would buy anything and everything you wanted right? Not only for yourself, but for all people you love, right? Even for people you don’t know, because you couldn’t possibly spend it all on yourself, right? You would try to spend every cent, and use it all, right?

ACTUALLY This GAME is REALITY!

Each of us is in possession of such a magical bank. We just can’t seem to see it.

The MAGICAL BANK is TIME!

Each morning we awaken to receive 86,400 seconds as a gift of life, and when we go to sleep at night, any remaining time is NOT credited to us.

What we haven’t lived up that day is forever lost.

Yesterday is forever gone.

Each morning the account is refilled, but the bank can dissolve your account at any time….WITHOUT WARNING.

SO, what will YOU do with your 86,400 seconds?

Those seconds are worth so much more than the same amount in money

Think about that, and always think of this:

Enjoy every second of your life, because time races by so much quicker than you think.

So take care of yourself, be Happy, Love Deeply and enjoy life!

Here’s wishing you a wonderful and beautiful day.

Start spending.

You know, I woke up this morning and the thought that she would die today never crossed my mind. It’s amazing, isn’t it? When Nanny died, I found out by my mom coming to me while I was having a great time with my friends. Now my grandmother here? Never crossed my mind. I made plans to go on a date today, cancelled them to hang out with my friends and have a great time, and then we see an ambulance going to her house. We drive over there… she was slumped over in her chair. Cannot be unseen. My mom was crying, I was crying, my grandfather was crying. Jon came over and took me home and, you guys know me, I humor myself. Good news, now she too can smoke all she wants, have all the wine she wants, and she can truly enjoy it all. Once you’re gone you have nothing to lose right? This makes me grateful that I wasn’t in NY when Nanny died. I saw my fucking grandmother slumped over in her chair. You know what she was doing before that? Watching TV and smoking a cigarette. How do I know? The TV was on, and there was a cigarette in the ashtray. Don’t you wish everything was that obvious. Summer 2012? Great way to start off, isn’t it? Nothing is fair in this life, no wonder why she left it. I’m so glad that death makes peoples lives easier. She’s happier now, we’re not, but she is. And if she’s happy, I’m happy. R.I.P. Grandma, say “Hi” to Nanny for me.

Life’s a garden, dig it.

iguesstheendisnear:

”I’m fine”

”No you’re not,”

”you’re right, I’m not fine”

”What’s wrong?”

”The world.”

”Simple?”

”I’ve lost you, you make me so angry now. I can’t stand you anymore”

When a friend says a joke insinuating Michael Jackson is a child molestor.

shotsofbrandy:

You:

In your head:

They just sit there like:

And you say:

you know what pisses me off?

indiebreakfast:

everything, I’m a fucking angry person.

samantha-hope:

This is me. Right now.

I’m so frustrated with everyone and everything.

I just want to scream and cry and throw a temper tantrum. And actually have someone listen to me..and not take what i say personally.

Just to have someone freakin be there. For Once.

I feel so lonely and done with everyone.

So if i’m distant don’t take it personally.

It’s cause I have so much shit I have to worry about and do and handle and keep inside all at once, I don’t have time for any one else’s problems.

I can still try to help. But i can’t even help myself at this point.

I Need Time to stop. I Need People to listen. & I Need Someone to actually listen and not judge..and not try and make me feel bad about myself.